Confessions of a {Daydreamer}

 I'm always hearing songs that make me think of him. Not just because I love him so much, but because he changed my life so completely. With him, I know what love really looks like.  When we say forever, it takes on a whole new meaning that I could have never imagined before him. I know this because should we ever have to say goodbye in this life, he'll find me again in the next. "It can make you better, it can change you slowly And give you everything you want, ask for nothing in return In the blink of an eye, the hint of a smile In the way you say goodbye, and everytime you find me." (Love Exists - Amy Lee) What I'm wearing...  Stealthic - Lavish  ^^Swallow^^ Deer Skull Right Hand  {C&C} Bast Necklace Blueberry - Romance - Dress With Sleeves Taken at Sunny's Photo Studio on platform Girl A-Le using pose Celestial Foxcity

Maybe I'm to optimistic and maybe someone might say I have my head in the sand, but as much as media/social media try to ignore it or downplay it, I can't help but see all the good things happening in our world.  And maybe if we all started looking for the good more than the bad, there just might be more good than bad one day.  What I'm wearing...  CELESTE - Celestial - Neck  Stealthic - Lavish  Witch In A Box / Cordelia Blouse  Witch In A Box / Cordelia Heels  Witch In A Box / Cordelia Pants  {C&C} Bast Necklace  Picture taken at Sunny's Photo Studio on platform Girl A-Le using Highstreet pose

 I was always the kid that was really good at the hiding part of Hide n' Go Seek as a child. I'd pop out after everyone else had been found and everyone was starting to give up looking for me. We'd laugh and carry on with the next game. It was a skill that followed me into adulthood, only it became less of a skill and more of a problem.  I took care of my family, loved my kids, did the best I could do at my job, regularly attended church, paid my bills, etc.. all the thiings "good adults" are supposed to do and I thought my life was good because everyone else around me was happy. Unfortunately though, at some point I wasn't really part of the game anymore. I hid me away until one day even I stopped looking for me.  Then 4 years ago a wreck could have taken my life. It was so close its still scary. But its funny how after that moment I started finding me again.  Here I am 4 years later and doing all these "firsts" that I've wanted to do for years ...

Nope that doesn't mean I'm feeling sad. Blue is my favorite color and it just makes me feel so happy and at peace. I'm a very happy girl, so felt appropriate :) What I'm wearing.... Stealthic - Allure  {C&C} Bast Necklace  Witch In A Box / Circe Dress  Blueberry - Alicia - Pants - Low Cut - Cutiebootie Taken at Sunny's Photo Studio on the Girl A-Le platform using the FP sit03 pose. 

 Just felt like posting a favorite picture I did a while back.  I'm still trying to get this blogging thing back together >.< I enjoy coming up with pictures, though some days are hit or miss, but this day was fun. I have sort of a look that leans more goth I guess, but it feels like I'm always picking these pretty, flowery backgrounds! I don't mind being a mix of things. Contrast can be very pretty. I don't know if this picture was so much pretty, but I sure loved how it turned out. I love my light and my shadows, because they make me, well.. me :) Stuff I'm wearing...  (fd) Knit Chill Sweater - Black  - Dripping Ichor Earrings -R/RED- A MESH Product by Khyle Sion  / HEAD / lel EvoX AVALON 4. torment. spellthief - glasses [black] (uncommon)  A N E Chunky Stone Necklace Ruby  Corvus : Dead Inara Boots Maitreya  Corvus : Fishnet Gloves Maitreya  Corvus : Unicat Sofia Dress Maitreya  PROMAGIC Emily Lip Jewel-EvoX  e.marie // Kes...

 There are many days I'd love to just go lay out and stargaze a bit, but my back no longer allows such luxury >.< The joys of aging lol. But hey, at least I can still do it in SL, so there is the upside! What I'm wearing...  Witch in a Box - my dress if from the Edwina set but I am wearing the boots from the Raven set. I feel like I'm becoming a little bit obsessed with this store! There is just so many ways to wear all their stuff, plus most of them come as outfits so you even get some decent shoes out of it. Taken at Sunny's Studio using pose Bad Blood (I think that is on the Girls A-Le platform but I forgot to write it down)

  Yes its sort of a dark picture and I hope it shows up right for others, but something about it just really felt right to me. I don't know that I quite acchieved the sorta silhoute look I was going for but it felt pretty to me >.< What I'm wearing (if you can see it, that is)...  Magika - Celeste Agata - Romy Top and Skirt Witch in a Box - Edwina Heels (came with the Edwina outfit not pictured here) Taken at Sunny's Studion on platform Girls A-Le using pose 109 Poses

 What to do on a Friday night when you have nothing to do?  Create your own universe! Or something like that anyway lol What I'm wearing...  Magika - Hair - Sadie CELESTE - Celestial - Necklace Oubliette- Onyx Bruja Top  .: vive nine :. Totally Destroyed Jeans Phedora ~ Tyler Boots  Taken at Sunny's Studio using the pose Amara on the Girls A-Le platform

Picture taken in a pretty little magic shop on the Tilherya sim. If you haven't visited, you need to go ASAP. There are tons of cute little cuddle spots and the ladies who put this place together are very talented! If you like it enough you can even live there! Rentals are still available!  Stuff I'm wearing..  Magika - Hair - Sadie  zOOm - Astral Outfit Top  CELESTE - Celestial - Neck Top  {C&C} Bast Necklace  .: vive nine :. Daya Wide Leg Jeans - Black  .STOIC. MAJIKKU CRYSTAL (its a nifty little typer but you also just hold the crystal in your hand! Sparkles not included)