Confessions of a {Daydreamer}

 I found a pretty phonebooth and I was bored.. so picture! lol What I'm wearing...  Addams // Macy Off Shoulder Shirt  Legal Insanity - Myra flared black pants  Magika - Isabelle

Pain and trauma can make you want to keep the doors of your heart and mind closed. You can't find joy because you have told yourself there is nothing but more pain on the other side of those doors. At first it makes sense because you need time to heal, time to regroup, but after a while its just an excuse due to fear. I think a healthier use of those doors comes from using all experiences as lessons so that when the time comes you can better discern what you let enter and what you keep out, but never to nail them shut. But maybe that is just me :) What I'm wearing...  [Yomi] Delora Hair  Addams // Isabella Boho Shirt  AsteroidBox. Obsidian Boots  Skirt For Maitreya Body - Black  L'Emporio&PL::*My Nails*:: -Graphic Glass- Taken at Sunny's Photo Studio using pose Delicate on the bento platform

 Daisies are definitely my favorite flower. I'm not really sure why. Some think they are just weeds. But there is just something about them, growing all wild and pretty where ever they please. They just plop their happy selves down by the road, in the middle of the woods, in the mountains, by rivers, cracks in concrete.. just all over. They are beautiful little reminders to find your joy and your place to grow quite literally where ever you find yourself and no matter what anyone else thinks.  They are "just a flower" and yet they still manage to not give a F--K, so why should we? Stuff I'm wearing...  [HEAD] LeLUTKA.AVALON [BODY] Legacy  DOUX - Lovegood Hairstyle  -SU!- Hell Freak Sunglasses  .miss chelsea. Jani Tee Legacy Black DEAD DOLL - Aileen Shorts - Tartan#3 (Legacy) Limited Addiction - Stompers - Legacy -  Black 

 Here we go again! Once upon a time, I had a very wonderful blog that I was extremely proud of. I had tons of pictures and so many of my thoughts and ideas.  It was a labor of love and a crap ton of work poured into that site.  Now its gone.  None of it exists anymore.  I won't go into the details of why it no longer exists.  It doesn't serve me well to dwell on that. In fact it hurts if I think about it to much, so.. I won't :) What I will focus on is the fact that nothing stays the same. Everything changes. Everything has an ending. And that is ok.  Its ok because its not really a bad thing. Babies don't come into this world without some pain, but once you are holding that baby.. just wow! All of the pain was worth it. The same is true for all areas of growth. So I take having my work destroyed as a catalyst for learning how to create on my own instead of depending on others. I take it as a lesson. I take it as a catalyst for growth.  So here I ...